Sweet damnation

Is it a curse what you’ve put on me?
Or is it your ghost that can’t let me free?
Since I’m here in this fake world,
I’m missing you like hell,
This feeling overwhelms me like a spell.
But in my heart I’m trying to fight
Not to let you becoming my light.

I don’t really know if I have to damn
The day we met and how we get closer,
Cause since then I’m like a dreamer
And I know that things will never be the same.
In fact we are just looser,
With anyone to blame.

Sometimes I regret my own life
The choices I made
That put me in this jail
Away from you
Away from what I want to.

Sometimes I wish I had two hearts
To keep you inside me forever
Cause for sure you’re making me suffer
But I can’t let you go
Cause I love you so…

At least we don’t have to pretend
What we know perfectly each other
At least we don’t have to talk
To understand that we’re hiding something even bigger
That a friendship in its glorious hours…

Lilim.(2009)